Too Young.

He is everything I want.
But to Him I'm not.
He's such a nice person to me
But I'm such a bitch to him.
Maybe that's why.
Maybe that's why he doesn't like me the way I like him.
Maybe that's why he doesn't get the butterflies in his stomach when or if he thinks about me.
Or maybe, just maybe, it's because of the age gap.
Maybe it's the fact that I'm younger than him by a couple of years.
Maybe it's the fact that our shitty society frowns upon people in relationships that have age gaps.
I wish he knew how I felt.
I wish my friends knew how I felt instead of them telling me how wrong it is.
I wish that they understood.
I wish that he understood.
But he doesn't.
And they don't.
But he is still everything I want.