Doorway to my heart

Have you ever become so emotionally and physically invested in something that you cant function without it.
Every Inch of your being, of your soul is fully infatuated with this idealised world that you cannot see the future without it there.
Now imagine it being ripped away, your light, your ambition, your will to live is gone.
Ladies and gentlemen,
Welcome aboard the disaster train, next stop heart break.