Mind Games

"Jealous?"
The one word that started this whole confusing, fucked up ordeal. To Kim Namjoon, this whole thing started out as a game of sorts. But weren't games meant to be fun? So why was he now curled up in a ball on his bed, tear stained eyes glaring at words he had just written in his lyric book to distract himself? Why was the one person that could potentially make things okay, not even around to comfort him in his time of need? And why did he have the horrible gut feeling that it was all his fault?