PRELUDE

I am 18 years old and ready to face the world...
Ready to love and try to handle relationship for the first time.
But when I started to have one...
I realized I am not ready for one thing.
I am not ready to get kissed.
There I found out that it is not just a simple problem.
Before I know it, it is already a phobia.
What is kiss for that I should be ready about?