To Love the Forbidden

My forbidden love Why do I love Why can’t I hate Tis love that killed me And brought me back I can’t love her I mustn’t love her Yet I do I am trapped between god’s creations That are more beautiful Than the blossom of good and evil More sweet than the purest sugar More bitter than the strongest salts I’m in love and its killing me I’m in love and its healing me I’m in love and I don’t know what to do Or say Do I confess that which has tortured me? Or do I bear it like some poor beast Oh what evil has smitten me? With this curse of love What good can come? From such pain That would have me on my Knees before a false god Oh what is purpose of Such horrid pain So beautiful So lovely It is and yet There is no letting up It continues Undyingly So it is that the Last of my days be spent That I might love you And love her in such a way That it should kill me Where I stand My heart beat Till its blue Much like being blue in the face It aches of being So much in love It burns cold Bloodless it bleeds Till it has to much blood Then It chokes and Dies alive And sleeps awake It hurts Pleasure without contact It’s a felling queer as ugly beauty And soft spikes What is it? Why do I have it? I’m in love but I can’t love her I’m in love but I hate it I’m in love With my forbidden love I will die please don’t cry I can’t lie anymore Its you I want Its you I need Without you I bleed You are my only need I need to hear you I long to feel you Say I love you I cant be a friend Say I love you This, time cant mend Say I love you You are my need For you I Bleed Love Me Oh Forbidden Love