Escaping The Alpha

I kept running, I didn't bother looking back to see if he had caught up to me but I knew he wasn't far behind. I knew sooner or later he would find me. It was just a matter of time, no matter how much I wanted to deny it I couldn't. "Gaby! You can't run from me forever, your all MINE sweetheart!" he yelled out. David was persistant, he wouldn't give up trying to catch me. All too soon a warm arm was wrapped around my waist as I was pushed roughly against a brick wall. Another body was pushed up against mine as he secured his grip on my waist holding me tightly. I knew it was him because the beat of my heart increased rapidly; a hard pounding on my chest. I was afraid to meet his eyes no doubt scared, so I closed my eyes. He leaned down and placed kisses on my neck sending sparks of pleasure through me. A small moan escaped my lips as I felt him form a smirk against my skin. His other hand roamed down my body until his hand was on my butt giving it a tight squeeze. I loved this, I craved this, but I knew better than to cave in. I always dreamt of finding my mate, for him to love me and treat me right but I was too scared. I went through a lot in my life and I don't think I will be able to love again. I don't deserve any love, I don't deserve my mate, and most importantly I don't deserve a life of happiness. Love has been cruel, it has made me believe that love doesn't exist. It can easily turn into hatered and betrayl. I'm just a broken girl, who's trust has been broken by many. I don't want to hurt no more, so why in the world would I want to love someone so deeply that can hurt me? I don't want him, I don't want more pain, but overall I don't want a mate.