What's Reality with all these Questions

Desperate attempts at keeping my favourite band and fandom alive with cringy one-shots of my favourite two people coming together and loving each other fictionally.
It's for mine and many others' small desires to see band members become more than that entirely. Imagining them doing real, human things. Such as experiencing sadness, grief, anger, resentment, fucked up environments, sex, crying. Etc etc.