Prologue

11:11pm
"I wish my my life was easier. I wish I was happy. I wish my dad wasn't so mean. I wish my mom was still alive.-"
11:12pm
"-I wish Philip Michael Lester loved me back."

[Dans life was horrid. But he tried not to let it show at school. Read about dans journey about him overcoming his life problems and falling in love with a straight boy named Phil Lester.]

WARNING:
Triggering
Self harm
Smut
Boyxboy
Side pairings (kickthestickz, phinzie, etc)

!!!!!!!THIS IS A PHAN BOOK SO IF DAN AND PHIL dATE SOMEONE ELSE IT IS NOT PERMANENT!!!!!!!!!