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" You need to tell him Abby. He will find out sooner than later, especially when y'all finally mate" April tells me.

"I know Ape. Im scared the he will reject me as his mate, what if he will think im not beautiful, or if i make him sick?" I tell her as i cried.

"You was raped. It wasnt like you wanted it to happen.... are you sure that you dont remember what happened?" she asked

" I dont. All i remember is that he brought me a drink, and the next thing i know is that he is on top of me, holding me down.... I was saving myself for my mate April." I tell her

Cover by Astariel. And i love it.... its so awesome