the beginning.

She was cool.
I mean I know that sounds kind of pathetic and all but she was. She was everything I wasn't and that kind of made me sick in a way I couldn't explain. I mean sure, I was known around the school, got invited to all the parties and was star quarterback of the football team, but her? Wow, she was amazing in ways I couldn't fathom a way of explaining. Even just looking at her now made my heart speed up and my chest begin to rise and fall because yeah, sure I could have any girl in this school I wanted but not her... she belonged to no one.