TRIGGER WARNING

Am·a·ranth
/ˈaməˌranTH/
noun
noun: amaranth; plural noun: amaranths

2. an imaginary flower that never fades.

... or the one where Niall Horan, the boy who had big dreams, never makes it to where he wants to be. Constantly held back by disadvantages he can never get rid of, the Irish boy is left with endless nights of blank thoughts, restless eyes, and wanting time to go back every single day.