Happy

The noises used to make me feel happy. Happiness is nostalgic to me, and now the noises sound like screams, bombs being set off right next to me. Cries of pain, sobbing. Then, silence. The silence hurts the most, and then I feel numb. I feel no pain, and then all at once, it floods my insides, breaking all of my bones, making me explode into tiny pieces until I am broken.