Life Before

What could I do? I was trapped in my own thoughts that consumed me to the point of no return... Until you... What have you done to me? You came into my life and ruined my inner being transformed me into a new being.
But then, you were gone. Just like that.
I've searched for you a million times, but you were no where to be found. Will you return, will I be able to move on from withdrawal from you?