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Naranasan mo na ba na mapaglaruan ng tadhana? Ika nga eh mapaglaruan na ng kahit sino wag lang ng tadhana..... Pero Paano kung ang hindi mo pala alam ay ikaw kumokontrol sa dito. Hawak mo ang oras, ibig sabihin sa di malamang dahilan ay ikaw ang nagpapahirap sa sarili mo. "Ano bang nangyayari?" Hindi yan ang dapat itanong kung hindi ano NGA ba ang NANGYARI... masasagot mo ang mga tanong kapag ikaw ay nagpatuloy ngunit paano kung buong pagkatao mo na pala ang kasinungalingan? Anong gagawin mo? Magpapakain ka nalang ba sa kadiliman? In my mind i keep on replaying, Go put on a smile. I won't get hurt for i'm already numb. Nothing can destroy this Elastic heart of mine, Not even a knife trying to rive it into half. I thought I suffered enough of these vicious games, Sweat, Blood and tears I shed to thee. I never thought I'll keep on taking this pain, Even tho I know it's already been killing me. In darkness a part of me dwell, Not even anyone could tell. In a mask covering the real side of me, Willing to get destroyed, but it's not that easy. As fast as the rain it slowly poured down, What a bitter gift of thee. Blurry eyes, Broken trust, lies and vows, Curse those things, why hold unto me. As the cycle goes on patching up one lie with another, Gracefully it created such illusions in life. It grew on and on and now it's deeper, Just like a stab made by a sharp gauging knife. The clock's now ticking, My time's out running. Life source slowly fading, Am I really close to nothing? I want to let go, i want to move on, Because what's the point of holding still. What'll be the point of what i've been fighting for. When everything I've been through is surreal.
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