After

This is a book of poems, songs and short paragraphs written by me. I hope you guys will like it. Below is a short example of my writing skills.

AFTER
I search for a world where my before wont matter.
A world which is beyond my sanity.
A world where my before sins wont affect my after virtues.
A world which will be my escape.
A world where I am un-flammable.
A world where I can cry out loud leaving behind the numbness of my soul.
I am not afraid to accept my mistakes. I am not afraid of the consequences. I am scared of being judged.
I won't be able to look at the judgemental eyes pentrating straight through my soul leaving me black. All black.