The beginning

He didn't sound like he meant it. Is he having second thoughts? Is he seeing someone else but doesn't have the heart tell me? Oh god, please not another one.

I am not doing this to him. I physically can't. Jack deserves so much better than me, but I can't lose him. I still love him. This time, it's different. This time, I can't give up on my partner. This time, it's impossible.

A/N I am forever making changes to this damn summery! #wattys2017

A/N it's 2019 and the above statement is still too true.