Flash back when 6

I'm the first person in the orphanage. I was 6 when I got there and the adults have been abusave like making me feed them food in their mouths. I got a slice of bread once a day.
Today, I have my friends Lizzie, Natasha, Emma and Chantal where we back each other up. We always get bullied, I'm shy but I always try to back my friends up which leads us to run away and hide in our room while the trash half of the room anyway. We have nothing and the have a ton of stuff, the orphanage hates us but we always have our backs. That what we live for, for now.
Normal stuff happens but when I watch some of my favourite youtubers, they all say that they'll adopt a girl. We're all girls! But also on that day, seems to be traveling to hell....