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Yes, maybe at first I didn't believe I'd like it here. And yes, maybe at the start I was sure as hell that I wouldn't even tolerate Noah for a second. Thinking about it now, it somewhat terrifies me that the best few days of my life might be spent in a dressed-up version of teen prison. And yes, it terrified me to think that all of this would end once I stepped a foot out of this place. What was scarier to think about however, wasn't the fact that I didn't deserve to be here, but that I was actually stupid enough to enjoy it, stupid enough to actually make friends here, and way more stupid than I thought I am to recklessly, and utterly, fall in love with this god-forbidden boy currently holding me in his gaze, the same god-forbidden boy I swore to myself I hated with every fiber of my existence.