Scared of the light

My heart aches. I feel the pain yet I don't. It is like my heart has finally become numb and I like it but then again I have been in the dark so long I have become scared of the light.

That was until I met him, Azusa who brought me out of the shadows and showed me that the world is not so bad as it was. The thing was that the way he had done it had been so wrong.