Nagisa's Journal 1: The beginning and urge (part 1)

(Suicidal Nagisa Shiota AU)
I have to...
I have to...
It's all I can do...
They're better off without me...
This world is hell...
I'm drowning in it...
It's all too much...
I'm going to fly away...

I must fly away...

(A/N)
Welp
I did this
HA HA HA
Whoops
This story is very graphics, and a VERY triggering. If you don't like things about cutting yourself or anything along the lines, I suggest you REALLY DON'T READ THIS.
And please be very careful... this is important to me and others...