Chapter 1

Harry Styles, to anyone watching him, was a normal 19 year old. He had tattoos littering his body and enjoyed the occasional indie concert. But he had a secret. Something he’d never told anyone. He liked to think it was normal, but he knew it really wasn’t.

**WARNING- SELF HARM AND SUICIDE ATTEMPTS ARE MENTIONED AND DESCRIBED. PLEASE DON'T READ THIS IF IT WILL TRIGGER YOU***