I let you.

My name is Lilly, I love to read and understand new material for making new things. I'm in the 6th grade, I don't really fit anywhere. I'm a weird girl, at least I've been told. I live with my grandmother and grandfather with my mom. My grandfather leaves to go to work as a truck driver. My mom really loves him, but I can't. My mom tells me I should but how can I?