Chapter 1

Nathan Sykes. One-fifth of legendary boyband, The Wanted. Something has been up with him lately, though no one knows what. You never see him at night anymore, he never comes out of the house during the day, and when he does, he's irritable. He doesn't look the same as he used to anymore. And he's had a temper lately.

The guys say he's more quiet and cuts back on eating but no one thinks that's totally it. Everyone sees something different about him, but he just keeps saying it's nothing. Well, you see, I got to meet Nathan Sykes. I even fell in love with him, as did he with me. But I also met a secret that comes along with him, and it's a big one. I never knew that knowing such a huge secret, would eventually rain hell down on me.