Can you?

What would you do if you knew that there's chaos in front of you? Or see that all of the hard work you did, didn't matter? Maybe seeing your love ones perish into ashes of darkness will break you. For me, well I guess you can say that all of that happened to me. I'm looking for someone. I can't remember who I am nor what he looks like. I just know in my head and in my chest that I need to find him to recover something.