How it all started...

How could I let this happen? I'm supposed to be more careful than this. I know that guys break hearts. I know that dating in high school is incredibly pointless, so I don't do it. But when I see him I can't help but imagine how nice it would feel to have someone care. To have someone look at you and say "I love you."

But not having someone loving me is only half the problem. Not having him love me isn't the real big deal here. It the fact that he is in, head-over-heels, love with someone else, and he has been for a year and a half long relationship. She seems to be everywhere, I can barely speak to him for a moment without her being in the conversation. Ugh, this is my Guy with a Girl... Friend.