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This story is about how pathetic Killua's life is. He has a big crush on Gon, but won't admit it because he's afraid Gon might not feel the same way. He's always staring at Gon's "perfect" body and daydreaming about him. It's so obvious that he's into guys, but he keeps on insisting that he's not gay, that he just has high standards, "Like being a guy" is one. He's is overprotective of Gon because he doesn't want to share him with anyone else, and wants him all to himself. Gon doesn't mind, because he also loves Killua, but wants to see how long he would last until he gives in, and confesses to him. But this was taking too long, so Gon decided to give Killua a push, and started to date someone. He knows Killua is insanely jealous, but is it enough to get him to come out into the (gay) light?