part one - Have you met me?

"Derek what did you do?" the thought of what he was about to say made me feel sick to my stomach. Everyone around me dies ore changes into something that is not human. I don't want this for Alice. I had a flashback of Scott, when he was a new born wolf. It was exciting at the beginning, but slowly you'll notice the pain...urges and you need every patience in the world to control yourself. Everything, our lives, was normal before that. "Stiles I didn't had a choice" Derek said as he stood op. His eyes were red, but not because he's an alpha. "did Alice had a choice?" I snapped. The room started to spin and I felt light headed. I needed to be alone. "leave" I said without looking at Derek. "Stiles she was dying" he replied. "I SAID LEAVE". I wanted to punch him, I wanted to kill him but i'm nothing compared to Derek and he probably wont even feel it. I felt Derek's eyes looking at me but I refused to look back. "i will never forgive you for this" I said before he left and shut the door.