Prologue

I have always been different. Always. That's a long time, well, for me. In a different person's mind, my always could be shorter or longer than their own. My always is my own forever. I have gotten quiet a bit of bullying in during my forever. It doesn't always seem fair to those of us who are struggling. But it always happens to the strong ones. So at least you know if your given a difficult forever, you know your a fighter. People always are held to impossible standards. Standards that most people can not be held to. These standards include an always perfect face. An always perfect body. An always perfect forever. But always perfect doesn't always exist. Always perfect never exists. In my forever, just once, I wanted to experience an always perfect. But that will never happen. Because I learned a lesson that I will forever remember, always dosnt exist.