Prolouge

(BoyxBoy, you don't like it, you leave ^U^) Niall wants to die so badly. It would just be so much easier on everyone else in his view. He thinks his parents wouldn't have him as a burden and it would be silent and peaceful. It sounds nice like that to him. But something always keeps him from that desion of death. His parents, something good, or someone is always in the way. But he's so tired of people getting in his way. So tired of the burden he think is his parents. Of the pity looks he gets. Of the hunger pangs. Of the money and the drinking. Of his bones sticking out everywhere. Of never being good enough. Of this life. All Zayn Malik wants to do is help. But then, of course, something else happened. (Pairings: Ziall Horlik and Larry Stylinson) Warnings: If you are uncomfortable with boyxboy things, self-harm, depression, or anorexic thoughts and feelings, please don't read this, thank you~