A/N

Joe Sugg is a depressed student trying to hide his anxiety from the world. He just blends in at school, pretending that everything is okay to his group of friends when it really isn't.

Caspar Lee is the sidekick to the school bully Erik Vaznah. Caspar hates Erik but if he stops being his friend then Erik will sexually assault him even more.

Can these two boys mend each other's physical and mental scars or will they remain broken forever?

A/N: Yes, there is swearing and subjects such as rape, depression and anxiety. If you are are homophobe, probably don't read this book because, hello, it's a gay fanfiction. Not really smut, though. Trigger warning.