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I'm lowly I can't think of the last time I ate It pulls me in Hunger But I know I can't compete With my depression... It begs me to sleep To take a knife to my wrists Slay myself down on the one very thought That would save me Take my heart and rip it out of my chest Squeeze my dreams until I'm leaking red Rip my veins and tear me to shreds Never know how life is going to pan out Until your dead I can't sleep This is too cold to bear Wondering where my mom is out there I have to release all my pain and fear Or I could end up in a pit of despair Drowning, digging up from the ground The water is black, thick as far Nothing can pull me out Not this year But I came around I'm doing fine Not taking any shit from the bullies or the lying Please do not fear I'll take it from here My life is pulling on Gotta grab on to the reins And build myself a castle Where I can finally live in peace Sometimes Things never change They're taken away Pulled from my grasp Gasping and screaming
Died waiting- song
