My Maker (watty award2012)

He made me, He trained me, He protected me, He tought me to kill, He took me under his wing.

So why do I hate him? Everytime I try and leave I cant, Everytime I try and kill him I cant.

He says he loves me, He says I am the specail one.

So why do I love him back? Everytime I try and be myself I get punished, Everytime I disobey him I get punished.

He gave me brothers, He gave me himself.

So why can't I stand them? Everytime I try and please them I'm not good enough, Everytime I try and be like them I'm not good enough.