Panick attack

Goodbye my sweet loving sister.
Goodbye me evil brother.
Goodbye my beautiful dog.
Goodbye mother and father.
If you loved me I wouldn't do this.
But I have never truly felt loved in this family. The only thing that loves me more than itself is my dog.
That I have to leave behind with my family. We will probably never see each other again. You will be in my thoughts, but not in my heart.