• prologue •

〝 "scott?" i said quietly, gaining his attention. "hm?" scott mumbled.

i sat next to him and we didn't look at each other. "i'm sorry," i said after some silence.

in that small, silent moment, i could feel my heart rip apart at my words and i nearly heard his breaking. "okay," he said very quietly, like as if he didn't want me to hear it, "i am too."

and that's when mine completely tore. 〞

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trigger warnings:
this story includes the following ;;
suicidal thoughts, depression, self hatred, mature language & one sexual/smutty scene. if you're not comfortable with any of those, i highly suggest for you to skip this book and go onto the next.

{ completed }

{ warning: this story is *extremely* old & poorly written!!! }