If I die

I want to be cremated right away.
I don't want people seeing my face when I'm dead.
Also the make up will be bad.
I want a picture that shows me genuinely happy.
Not a fake smile or an ugly one.
Like my graduation or any celebration photo.
If there's no such thing then I want my toys to represent me.
I also want to be enclosed in a white and orange urn.
For short, I don't want anyone to see my face unless I'm truly happy.