Eager

noun
1. the fact of being turned away in feeling or affection; made unfriendly or hostile; alienated the affections of.

2. the fact of being removed or kept at a distance.

3. the fact of being diverted from the original use or possessor.

Updates when I remember it exists. Set in the same verse as Attachments (Tronnor), though it's not 100% necessary to read both to understand either.