Stupid Boys and Chinese

I am not the same person I used to be. My name and my past do not define me anymore. I am not Belatrix Anne Irwin. I am Shiloh Brooks lead singer of the band New Beginnings. I promised myself three things.
1) I will never see my family again
2) I will never allow myself to love
3) I will move on from Michael Clifford

Looks like we all break our promises.

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