prologue

☹ please read book 1, " dear carl " thank you !! this is the second book ☹

dear ava,

life's been hell without you. i just wanna hold you and call you mine, hold your hand and kiss your lips.

but now every morning the only thing I'm holding is a bottle of vodka, and the only think im kissing is a pale cigarette.

im nothing without you.

all the love ,

carl