I Don't Give A Flying Fuck

I have been slowly drifting away from shore. Slowly treading water with a deep underlying desire to just drown and end it all. The Rebel's have been getting stronger, taking out cities and governments, sending trusted people and families underground. My family was murdered before we could all go underground. I just need to live long enough to see the Rebel's all die, and if the government won't do it then I will. I can't wait anymore.