you don't expect to find the love of your life in a another pack, you espically don't expect her to be on stage rapping, and dressed like a boy, hanging out with the locall Alpha's son. when you pictured your mate you saw a tiny girl with a soft voice and big doe eyes, obedient. not a loud mouth Tom boy who is as much of a player as the boys she hangs around. this is where I was wrong. My mate wasn't someone who could be pushed around. When you are the beta to the west coast alpha of the region you have to be tough, you can't let love get In the way. espically when you are the first beta in 300 years to be female.