Shiro, the White

I started a story a few months ago called "Origin of the Fierce Deity", and I wanted to make it good. I wanted to redo everything in the beginning, but it would have been too much hassle. So I'm restarting it!
My story isn't a happy one, nor does it really have an ending.......
The life of a god isn't one of luxury.......... It's one of sorrow...........
"You can't die... Yet you can't truly live..."
( warning: gore and sexual content, you have been advised )