Chapter 1: At First Sight

What is love really? Is it just an overwhelming sense of attachment? Is it just a feeling of confusion; something we don't understand and feel the need to explore? Or is love just too complex to understand?
I suppose I don't really know what love is, let alone how to love someone, but lately I've been feeling all kinds of strange. My chest feels tight, I'm breathless, and way to clumsy for it to be normal. And even if this is love, I don't even know if he would love me back. I mean, we're both guys for starters, and I don't even think such a self-centered ass is capable of something as delicate as love.
I'm just all muddled up, and it's all because of Haruhiko.