Prologue

Hi my name is Ezra, and I'm 15 years old, male, and asexual. I fell in love with (my now Dom) Jason. He said he used to love me but he doesn't anymore. He knows I still love him. He misunderstood me when I told him I'm asexual, and because I love him I began to tell him parts of the truth relating to how I feel sexually and what I would do, and the rest were fibs to tell him what he wanted to hear. He wasn't always a Dom, when he fell in love with a boy named Blake, he was his sub. And while he was getting over Blake, I had fallen in love with him, but all he would ever talk about was Blake, and I put myself out there for him, and he lead me on to believe that he loved me, and we could be something more, but then he broke my heart, not once, but twice. I promised myself I wouldn't let him use me, but I couldn't stand to be so apart from him, even if he doesn't love me, I love him, and nothing will change that. So now he's my Dom, and he thought I wouldn't be able to read him anymore, and I told a fib that I couldn't, while I truly can, and now I just tell him what he wants to hear.

I'm not the boy he thinks I am.