Welcome to Hell

I am Alex, im shy, irish, almost 15 years old, and I've recently met the literal man of my dreams, but I can't talk to him, or anyone other than my family, because of my stupid insecurities, but that doesn't mean he won't stop trying. [Warning: this story has BoyxBoy content which means boy on boy kissing and Sex so if you don't like it Do. Not. Read. It. Don't say I didn't warn you ]