Finding Utopia

"I don't think any one could imagine something like this. There aren't any words word to describe how fucked up this is," I yelled at Leona it wasn't her fault I had no idea of who I was and if she really was my sister. "It's weird having your heart remember something your mind can't," I said remembering Trent...
"We all know that you need time, but what if you don't have any? You can't go back there you belong in Utopia," she said her golden eyes sparkling with so much hurt and desperation. She made it seem like my choice was obvious and it wasn't I had a good life, friends, and obligations. How could I just turn my back on that? How could I be this other person and still feel like me?