Chapter:1 Meeting my new friends

We try to figure out the real meaning of love. But how come nobody can define it? Why is it that every time you fall in love you always end up hurt? Will you catch me when I fall? I'm slowly breaking, my heart is torn. What use to be a happy life, is slowly fading away. I'm living in hell. People say I love you but do they actually mean it, or are they just saying it and not knowing what it means? Pain only hurts unless it's relevant, but i'm not hurting, i'm just trying to get back on my feet, and find the person I love. But before I can do that, please tell me What Is Love?