before i begin

“ hey, im feelin' okay, its good, cause lately ive been feeling so strange, like ive been rearranged, changed, and these voices, the ones that i can hear in my head, these betters are tellin' me that i'd be better off dead, they're painting me red. ”

an au where a sad boy falls in love with one of his demons
or
an au where luke, a depressed boy with schizophrenia falls in love with the beautiful but dark being, otherwise known as calum, a demon in his mind.

intended lowercase.
unhappy ending.
if you are triggered by self harm, abuse or suicide please do not read this book.
read at your own risk.
i am not romanticizing mental illnesses in any way. that is not the purpose.
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