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It had crept up on him, the wanting, mostly since it had been years since he'd felt anything close. Until suddenly it hit him like a fucking car crash, like a switch flipped inside him, because he never thought he could want something so badly that he could actually physically feel it, that yearning, that ache - like her name had been carved into his bones and into his flesh as if she'd done it with a knife. And he'd really tried to resist, done everything he could to keep her at arm's length because Derek thought he knew for certain back then that he didn't deserve anything close to happy, to content. That he didn't deserve her. Derek just hadn't expected Stiles to be so adamant about proving him wrong. AN: This series is a very self-indulgent exploration of the developing relationship between Stiles and Derek that takes place in an AU Post-Season 2. There is a heavy undercurrent of BDSM and dom/sub undertones but nothing too extreme. I really focused on the growing love and trust between the two. I hope you like it. This series is also cross-posted on Ao3 under the same username (gorgeousgreymatter) CW: (not every chapter contains these obviously) rough sex, rough oral sex, biting, marking, mild breathplay, gentle spanking, use of restraints, blindfolds, gags, menstruation kink, kneeling (both sexual and non-sexual) That makes it sound super hardcore, but I promise I've tried to keep it gentle and tasteful. It's a lot of what I like to call sappy-domming c:
you steal the air out of my lungs (you make me feel it)
