1. the thing that does the killing.

deeper I said, just cut deeper. it won't hurt as bad as you think. don't worry. you will be fine. I say these things at 2am. or even 2pm. I cut and they don't get it. this is the life of Callie.
if you are triggered by things, I suggest you not read it but you can do what you want.
read at owe risk.