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Why doesn't he look at me like that? We're getting ready for the VMAs in my dressing room and Wilmer's over with Eiza as she gets her makeup done. Im getting my hair done and all I can see is Eiza laughing at Wilmer's bad jokes and Wilmer smiling bigger than I've ever seen. Why isn't he over here with me? Is he trying to annoy me? I try not to be jealous but I can't help it, she's gorgeous and all over my baby. She makes me so insecure, I want him all to myself. Later I'm gonna ignore him then be angry at him, then tell him I hate him, then cry, then make him feel bad, then have sex, then he'll cuddle me and tell me how much he loves me. Same routine and I'm getting tired of it. He should just go date her, why doesn't he.. I don't get it. She's perfect.
Chapter 1
